So.. I haven't done this in a while as I didn't really see the point but I have to get a few things off my chest and this is as good a place as any to vent. A lot happened to me in 2011 which I didn't really enjoy but I'm trying to stay positive about it. My parents split up which was mainly down to the fact our small 2 bedroom ex-council flat was taken away from us. So now my family is homeless and I expect there is a lot of tension and turmoil which mainly makes me feel sorry for my brothers and especially my sister. This has caused my Dad to turn to me for help which is a responsibility I don't really have a problem coping with to a certain extent as we have family obligations. However, I am starting to see a pattern with people that are dependent on others seeming to try and latch on to me which seems to be common for people who do more listening than talking.


The telltale sign I have observed for people who have expected too much from me is when they try and finish my sentences for me. This really pisses me off the because they are coming up with what they want me to say instead of letting me be myself (obviously I'm not talking about every instance but I mean when it becomes a pattern). I feel that I have been turned into a mannequin so that someone can manipulate me into what they want me to be and not caring about my own thoughts and goals and characteristics. It has only made me stronger and more selective of people but I also will warn people to choose their friends wisely because it does not take long for soul-suckers to take hold of you. /rant